It’s so funny because for what I know in my heart has been a successful year for me, in my head, in typical Jessie fashion, I finished the year feeling really critical. That in the rush of it all not only did I finish the year feeling like there was always more I could do better for the people around me, I also felt really critical of myself -so much so that you may have noticed I’ve hardly posted in the last two months.
I’ve felt like I’m running and what started as a massive up hill battle that had my calves burning, turned into a sprint downhill, like my legs were moving so quickly with my body weight behind me, I couldn’t stop if I tried. And while my natural instincts were to pull on the breaks, I had this gut instinct that I was supposed to just keep going.
So I wanted to take this opportunity to say thank you because a lot of people behind the scenes showed unwavering faith in me this past year and I think most of them had no idea what was going on. You probably didn’t even realise how much it meant to me and just how much it kept me going.
I’m equally terrified but ready for what 2018 will bring and I promise I will do my best ♥️